State of Mind

Ok...it’s that time again..need to spit out to clear my mind...as I said earlier I need to start a blog to write whatever..So i'm starting this...anyways.I don’t know where my life is taking me..is this it for me..working on a 9 to 5 job.keeping abreast with the new softwares..cracking certification exams...getting another masters..and ultimately for what..... working a 9 to 5 job..F@@$ it.I’m not born to study...i already wasted my prime 21 years of my life studying, which by the way i dont regret, but wanted to do something more than just studying...Of late as i’m in the process of reincarnation..maybe too strong a word to use it but what the hell-deal with it..so ok for once in my life i want to do something which i want to do.which i really believe in ...i bet u that 90% of indians my age dont know what they want to do in life...aaa dont tell me u wanna grow big in your company and save thousands but still wear walmart clothes.....every desi does it .u aren’t alone...maybe not the first part but more of the second one..well, my thesis on desi mentality can be presented in some other occasion, but the point is...u have been told what to do and when.. or its like we always had a navigation system guiding us along and now, i’m in a stage where i dont want a navigation system..i want to explore..ride along the road..the road less travelled.....but the fear is always there..the fear that comes when i see the million others going along the road guided safely by their navs..but my heart says..u know what “Go for it” coz at the end of the day..its gonna be worth it..coz 20 years from now you maybe in a better or worse place than others but u did what you believed in...and come that day u gonna stand against the million others and all you see is machines, who did as they were told to..so my friend..take a sec and ask yourself the most important question of all “What do you want to do with your life”...its never too late to ask it.As for me, i found the road and soon will be taking the exit..so adios amigos